Being Pathetic(THIS IS EXTREME LONG CONFESSION)

Yup results is still pending...i wonder how great the portal was 24 hrs update>.<...haiz...

oh well Good Morning it was 1.56am as i start to write this topic~~

yup....pathetic simply pathetic...
I been wasted my holiday & i been doing NOTHING about my final year project...my deadline if not mistaken is April...& i still STUCK with MY INTRODUCTION!!!..... yea great...choosing such topic really causing self  a chaos~~ :(

I understand it just a "FINAL YEAR PROJECT"(sorry dis need explanation why known as FYP...)
My university or i don't know whether it apply to other universities...my so call FYP is just a normal individual assignment hence supervisors/lecturers most of them just require us to do AS SIMPLE AS POSSIBLE topic even the statistics is SIMPLE AS POSSIBLE...why dis happening is because we still have other subjects to cover in 1 semester(14 weeks)...thats y they named it as Final Year Project instead of Bachelor thesis, cuz thesis took 1 yr period or time without study any subject(maybe 1 or 2 subjects but juz 1 semester can finish very fast) fully concentrate on ur research thesis..
yup we do the same but we do our FYP tie in wit 4-6 subjects(training during 1st semester of last yr. 2-3 subs for short semester, & 3-4 subj for last sem+FYP deadline) within 1 yr~~...I understand what they want but i totally DON'T understand what they aiming for...they want to become a research university but the chances for bachelor's research is DAMN low quality...they only focus on Master research & Phd..i know i keep on blabbing what's my point....
My point is that the university doesn't give any chance for the degree students to produce moderate or high quality of papers....if they want to achieve something at least give the students a try...NOT just study..but the Understanding of the Course & Research...I don't know whether the student rushing for the FYP does they know what they are trying to research..it just doing normal assignment where rushing for the deadline & present it & then FINISH END of Story~~Marking also...O.o??? this take another story..

What's the meaning of External Examiners...WOW...thats sound interesting...1stly the Bad of havin External Examiner is they might moderate some students paper answer..huhu..our answer will goin 2 bullshit..then the Good, of course your assignments or research papers....UNFORTUNATELY my uni external examiners meaning is to come to the uni & see see the course planing, environment(i dunno), papers(not research papers is Q papers), Saying Hello & Goodbye with the HOD or Dean~~when the moment i know this i was totally O.O??? "Take me 3 yrs in dis uni, d PURPOSE of havin External EXAMINER is just SAY HI BYE with faculty lecturers????O.o???"

Another PISS is that FYP 6 credit hrs & WE HAVE TO PAY RM1500(haven't add other subjects)...O.o??..BULLSHIT is my training period cost me 2000++ & i'm not inside the d uni & they charge d facilities FEES!!! money gone jus like tat~~>.<!!!...that's what we call MONEY EATER~~

wokie..Uni being pathetic....Me MYSELF also Being Pathetic too....How great i did d Confession but Myself also need to be responsible....do nothing during whole period of holiday...study also up & down..huhuhu :'(  know how to complaint but self also doing irresponsible stuff...huhu

Okay done with this LONG STUPID Confession...**Take Note, this is self blaming, what ever my uni up to, anyway being a HUMAN Being we have to change & self-realize**

Gacha~~