Heart torn after looking at him

Its been a while I update my blog..thats d reason why i rare use blog...when if i really want to say out or lay out something from my heart then i use my blog.

Yea lately...i been crazy about new fangirling thing...Crazy about Infinite...YEA EXTREMELY until i went promote roadshow & end up won the tickets(YES MY HAPPIEST DAYS EVER I HAD)...so i FINALLY tried my 1st time concert experience feeling..EXTREMELY PEAK CRAZY..yea finally..but.....things seems change especially my heart...why my heart so so so pain especially whenever i listening to K.Will - Lay Back song...oh gosh m heart turns upside down..brain + mind turning around...

My heart start to pain when I think about Woo Hyun from Infinite...>.<...especially am i suffering reality and unreality thingy??During the concert I saw Woo Hyun throw kiss to all Inspirit and that time i was showing a small kiss to him before he throw kisses to inspirit....is this real or juz my imagination or what???? This make me SO DEEPLY crazy...i hope i'm not falling in love with him...i seriously never meet one that i really love..so i don't know how Love is~~....

Hopefully Woo Hyun is just my crazy fangirl stuff...
By the way actually i want to let go of Infinite but it seems very hard...I really don't want to affect my work..
i want to concentrate on my job and less fangirling~~...

I NEED SAVIOR!!

Unhappy Days

Good Early Afternoon...

Yup I successfully COULDN'T finish my chapter 1...the moment i rush my chapter..
My Whole Body got HEATED UP...TEMPERATURE HIGH~~ :'( got FEVER suddenly...
haizzz...i sent an email to my supervisor i couldn't meet her due to i'm feeling well....
TRUE i really not feeling well...i couldn't continue my chapter 1 as is still LONG way to go...

OK done my academic stuffs...

yesterday night my mom didn't call me...even yesterday is a holiday...
BUT after i woke up..my mom call me...
My 1st Uncle went for a surgery because his intestine had virus/bacteria &
now already spread all over his body...He already went in hospital almost 2 weeks..
keep diarrhea non stop on the bed..my mom felt that his stomach is keep on bigger & bigger....
I cant believe it that yesterday only he went to surgery..what if once he enter the hospital & immediately surgery...at least he wouldn't suffer so long....
as for my mom..i know she worried...but in the meantime my mom is ready to let my uncle go...
What we can do now is to wait his time to come...BUT i pray he manage to stay for longer time....
I want to see him 1 last time..as I more then 5 years i didn't visit him...

STUCK Everywhere

Afternoon..evening is comin up~~

oh gosh...i couldn't finish it...i couldn't manage to finish my chapter 1...>.<!"
words couldn't come out from my brain...i couldn't focus on other research studies or other words..i don't want to read SO MANY words even cause my brain STUCK~~..

Hopefully...i manage to write at least what i wanted to...
tomorrow i have to hand up to my supervisor....
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Day like no other~~

Good Morning...afternoon is up~

It's been a week+ i didn't update my blog~~
Yup My FYP questionnaire FINALLY APPROVE!!!!....Y^.^Y!!!!!
The moment get APPROVE..the moment I SICK :'(
Tuesday I got my approval, once i came back from campus..I got sick..
Sick till thursday...friday lightly but friday latenight(saturday morning)...vomit..=.="
I thought once i got my approval of my questionnaire, I can mange to touch up my Introduction..
can't BELIEVE IT...IT CURSE ME>.<!!!
My Introduction from before till now still correcting...haizzzz~~....when I'm going to finish up??
NO...not when...I MUST FINISH IT BY TOMORROW(Monday)!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!...I STILL GOT A LOT OF STUFF NEED TO WRITE!!!!!!!!!!

hopefully i'm not write out of point... :(

okie...TBC

Gacha~~

What's the difference???

Previously i was posting a post unfortunately the blog curse me..huhuhu :'(

Already 3 days(including today)..sending email & waiting my supervisor to reply and check my questionnaire...
Ended up & replied to me she busy with her tutorial class, meeting, & what "defense proposal by Master Student"...i was like what the heck??
I don't mind that you busy with your class, meeting or whatever..but just meeting a student doesn't waste a lot of time....Okay I understand how busy she is...but spending few minutes, i'm not demanding that much...
Even you busy, you can meet me any places or even at your tutorial class i don't mind...
BUT WHY??? You can spare times with your Master students but Why not us the degree student....
I just feel that degree student is not important to them?? I dunno know whether something wrong with my supervisor or the university attitude~~...

Kinda Piss Off

This the day~~

Good evening & good night~~

Yup i'm at my campus, yesterday i got back and around 7-8pm i got shock that my FYP duedate is end of March><!!!!.....i thought it was April, when i recheck back is MARCH!!!...huhuhu...it still got LONG chapters to finish it withing 1 & half months...huhu~~yea that my DOOM's DAY~~huhu :'(

Now is Sunday night going to Monday Morning...
of course Tomorrow is my New LAST semester start...& NEW BLOCK...weeeeeee~~~
know where is the block but dunno which block & venue...going to travel & explore around~~weeee
Nothing excited to "weeeeeeeee"~~....
Funny is that my 1st class is cancel..haha..so 1st day 1st cancel...thats great..cuz i no need to wake up 7am~~
BUT
my repeat subject is here...hermm...i wonder this subject how to kill me~~...BUT i won't get easily to get killed...been killed once..i will NEVER GIVE UP!!! & Keep GOING!..

that's hoe Kat-tun teach me...XD

wokie...gotta go

Gacha~~

THE NEW!!!!!!!!!!

evening~~~

pack my stuff..my clothes~~i pack TONS of clothes to bring to my campus..since my house going to renovate so...easy for them...i move mine^.^...

YUP NEW SEMESTER IS COMING MONDAY!!!!
NEW challenges is coming SOON!!!

YUP IS NEW is FINALLY EXPOSE!!!...YATTA!!!!!!

LE-1                               LE-2                         RE

YUP...Kat-tun New Single title & Cover is "Expose"...XD
Love how name their single..Fun to Play their Title~~ hehe ;)

Yup I did pre-order their new single because is their 20th single!!..& Nakamaru SOLO is FEATURE!!
of COURSE HIS PV & is his SOLO title is SNOWFLAKE!!!! now really make me want to eat Snowflake..hehe :P

I can't wait for the PREVIEW!!!....♥♥♥♥♥

wokie...eat my dinner & later continue pack my stuff..huhuhu~~~

Gacha~~