today i felt so boring therefore i drop something here.
Every single day once i back from uni i felt really bored because i have nothing to do. Even there is a lot of assignment yet is still bored. Facebook is kinda bored and thats why i keep update my post but unfortunately update until nothing to update.
What i imagine before is way different from reality. I kinda have a feeling that i hate reality but reality is always is way disaster than the imagination. But i don't know why those people say once you imagine the good way things will happen in the good way too. Maybe those people who say it, they putting effort on it. Maybe i didn't. Maybe i overly imagine it.
I didn't regret to come to kampar and even my choice of study. I does enjoy my studies. i feel i really learn something that i really don't know. Before me i was too dependent and immature mind but right now i train to become an independent and mature person. But dependent to independent is okay for me but immature to mature is quite hard for me because i'm use to think those unnecessary things which wouldn't happen to me at all.
Many things i have to confront no matter what. Sometimes once i watch him, listen to him or think about him i feel refresh and smiling. This sound crazy and immature but is some kind of encouragement in my life.
