Unhappy Days

Good Early Afternoon...

Yup I successfully COULDN'T finish my chapter 1...the moment i rush my chapter..
My Whole Body got HEATED UP...TEMPERATURE HIGH~~ :'( got FEVER suddenly...
haizzz...i sent an email to my supervisor i couldn't meet her due to i'm feeling well....
TRUE i really not feeling well...i couldn't continue my chapter 1 as is still LONG way to go...

OK done my academic stuffs...

yesterday night my mom didn't call me...even yesterday is a holiday...
BUT after i woke up..my mom call me...
My 1st Uncle went for a surgery because his intestine had virus/bacteria &
now already spread all over his body...He already went in hospital almost 2 weeks..
keep diarrhea non stop on the bed..my mom felt that his stomach is keep on bigger & bigger....
I cant believe it that yesterday only he went to surgery..what if once he enter the hospital & immediately surgery...at least he wouldn't suffer so long....
as for my mom..i know she worried...but in the meantime my mom is ready to let my uncle go...
What we can do now is to wait his time to come...BUT i pray he manage to stay for longer time....
I want to see him 1 last time..as I more then 5 years i didn't visit him...

STUCK Everywhere

Afternoon..evening is comin up~~

oh gosh...i couldn't finish it...i couldn't manage to finish my chapter 1...>.<!"
words couldn't come out from my brain...i couldn't focus on other research studies or other words..i don't want to read SO MANY words even cause my brain STUCK~~..

Hopefully...i manage to write at least what i wanted to...
tomorrow i have to hand up to my supervisor....
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Day like no other~~

Good Morning...afternoon is up~

It's been a week+ i didn't update my blog~~
Yup My FYP questionnaire FINALLY APPROVE!!!!....Y^.^Y!!!!!
The moment get APPROVE..the moment I SICK :'(
Tuesday I got my approval, once i came back from campus..I got sick..
Sick till thursday...friday lightly but friday latenight(saturday morning)...vomit..=.="
I thought once i got my approval of my questionnaire, I can mange to touch up my Introduction..
can't BELIEVE IT...IT CURSE ME>.<!!!
My Introduction from before till now still correcting...haizzzz~~....when I'm going to finish up??
NO...not when...I MUST FINISH IT BY TOMORROW(Monday)!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!...I STILL GOT A LOT OF STUFF NEED TO WRITE!!!!!!!!!!

hopefully i'm not write out of point... :(

okie...TBC

Gacha~~

What's the difference???

Previously i was posting a post unfortunately the blog curse me..huhuhu :'(

Already 3 days(including today)..sending email & waiting my supervisor to reply and check my questionnaire...
Ended up & replied to me she busy with her tutorial class, meeting, & what "defense proposal by Master Student"...i was like what the heck??
I don't mind that you busy with your class, meeting or whatever..but just meeting a student doesn't waste a lot of time....Okay I understand how busy she is...but spending few minutes, i'm not demanding that much...
Even you busy, you can meet me any places or even at your tutorial class i don't mind...
BUT WHY??? You can spare times with your Master students but Why not us the degree student....
I just feel that degree student is not important to them?? I dunno know whether something wrong with my supervisor or the university attitude~~...

Kinda Piss Off

This the day~~

Good evening & good night~~

Yup i'm at my campus, yesterday i got back and around 7-8pm i got shock that my FYP duedate is end of March><!!!!.....i thought it was April, when i recheck back is MARCH!!!...huhuhu...it still got LONG chapters to finish it withing 1 & half months...huhu~~yea that my DOOM's DAY~~huhu :'(

Now is Sunday night going to Monday Morning...
of course Tomorrow is my New LAST semester start...& NEW BLOCK...weeeeeee~~~
know where is the block but dunno which block & venue...going to travel & explore around~~weeee
Nothing excited to "weeeeeeeee"~~....
Funny is that my 1st class is cancel..haha..so 1st day 1st cancel...thats great..cuz i no need to wake up 7am~~
BUT
my repeat subject is here...hermm...i wonder this subject how to kill me~~...BUT i won't get easily to get killed...been killed once..i will NEVER GIVE UP!!! & Keep GOING!..

that's hoe Kat-tun teach me...XD

wokie...gotta go

Gacha~~

THE NEW!!!!!!!!!!

evening~~~

pack my stuff..my clothes~~i pack TONS of clothes to bring to my campus..since my house going to renovate so...easy for them...i move mine^.^...

YUP NEW SEMESTER IS COMING MONDAY!!!!
NEW challenges is coming SOON!!!

YUP IS NEW is FINALLY EXPOSE!!!...YATTA!!!!!!

LE-1                               LE-2                         RE

YUP...Kat-tun New Single title & Cover is "Expose"...XD
Love how name their single..Fun to Play their Title~~ hehe ;)

Yup I did pre-order their new single because is their 20th single!!..& Nakamaru SOLO is FEATURE!!
of COURSE HIS PV & is his SOLO title is SNOWFLAKE!!!! now really make me want to eat Snowflake..hehe :P

I can't wait for the PREVIEW!!!....♥♥♥♥♥

wokie...eat my dinner & later continue pack my stuff..huhuhu~~~

Gacha~~

ALONE FUN DAY

Good Evening....~~I had a tired day~~

Today it was my release day of my semester results~~....
I couldn't sleep last night..cause me EXTREME TIRED but i have to woke up early because today i need to buy 2 tickets for my parents for Saturday sending back to campus trip~~...
So i went out to Mid Valley..i thought to buy facial cleansing..Unfortunately don't have...
My mind keeps thinking when my results release...
I bring my lappy together with me...to find a BEST place for plug in my lappy is went RedBox karaoke...XD
Actually in my first Place I wanted to *suddenly no electricity.....**continue**
I want to try the feeling of singing karaoke ALONE...haha..yup d feeling is VERY SCARY...a waiter serve me to no. 69 room, he ask me.."Only 1 Person?"...of course i answer him straightly "YES"...but in my head.."WHAT WHY CAN'T 1" =.="
Most of the song..i repeat..yup of course i Sing Kat-tun song...hehe ;)

When the moment i sing Carly Rae Jepsen: Call Me Maybe...My friend sms me that RESULTS IS OUT!!!!!!!!.....i went pause the song..& view my results from my lappy..
Results POP OUT...Scroll DOWN SLOWLY~~
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!I satisfied my results,...of course in my standard..i don't usually get A..
I got 2 B & 1 B+...which had increase my CGPA..I really NEVER GIVE UP~~^v^...so i consider i score well~~...

When the moment I saw my results & HAPPY with it..i SING KAT-TUN GOING!!!!..hehehehe...

After knowing it..i continue sing~~~weeeeeeeeee...

But there's 1 thing~~I sing fr 11am-3pm~~huhuhu...4 HOURS!!>.<!!!i shouldn't sing so early...huhuhuhu~~~

BUT ANYWAY I HAD FUN~~& also wait 3pm to left quickly 2 rush 2 buy tickets~~hehe

here's 1 pic that i took by using my lappy YOUCAM during my last 30 mins~~ ;)

hehe...both pic are from kat-tun song...hehehe
wokie..done for 2day...VERY TIRED~~..need 2 sleep early~~

Gacha~~

 

Being Pathetic(THIS IS EXTREME LONG CONFESSION)

Yup results is still pending...i wonder how great the portal was 24 hrs update>.<...haiz...

oh well Good Morning it was 1.56am as i start to write this topic~~

yup....pathetic simply pathetic...
I been wasted my holiday & i been doing NOTHING about my final year project...my deadline if not mistaken is April...& i still STUCK with MY INTRODUCTION!!!..... yea great...choosing such topic really causing self  a chaos~~ :(

I understand it just a "FINAL YEAR PROJECT"(sorry dis need explanation why known as FYP...)
My university or i don't know whether it apply to other universities...my so call FYP is just a normal individual assignment hence supervisors/lecturers most of them just require us to do AS SIMPLE AS POSSIBLE topic even the statistics is SIMPLE AS POSSIBLE...why dis happening is because we still have other subjects to cover in 1 semester(14 weeks)...thats y they named it as Final Year Project instead of Bachelor thesis, cuz thesis took 1 yr period or time without study any subject(maybe 1 or 2 subjects but juz 1 semester can finish very fast) fully concentrate on ur research thesis..
yup we do the same but we do our FYP tie in wit 4-6 subjects(training during 1st semester of last yr. 2-3 subs for short semester, & 3-4 subj for last sem+FYP deadline) within 1 yr~~...I understand what they want but i totally DON'T understand what they aiming for...they want to become a research university but the chances for bachelor's research is DAMN low quality...they only focus on Master research & Phd..i know i keep on blabbing what's my point....
My point is that the university doesn't give any chance for the degree students to produce moderate or high quality of papers....if they want to achieve something at least give the students a try...NOT just study..but the Understanding of the Course & Research...I don't know whether the student rushing for the FYP does they know what they are trying to research..it just doing normal assignment where rushing for the deadline & present it & then FINISH END of Story~~Marking also...O.o??? this take another story..

What's the meaning of External Examiners...WOW...thats sound interesting...1stly the Bad of havin External Examiner is they might moderate some students paper answer..huhu..our answer will goin 2 bullshit..then the Good, of course your assignments or research papers....UNFORTUNATELY my uni external examiners meaning is to come to the uni & see see the course planing, environment(i dunno), papers(not research papers is Q papers), Saying Hello & Goodbye with the HOD or Dean~~when the moment i know this i was totally O.O??? "Take me 3 yrs in dis uni, d PURPOSE of havin External EXAMINER is just SAY HI BYE with faculty lecturers????O.o???"

Another PISS is that FYP 6 credit hrs & WE HAVE TO PAY RM1500(haven't add other subjects)...O.o??..BULLSHIT is my training period cost me 2000++ & i'm not inside the d uni & they charge d facilities FEES!!! money gone jus like tat~~>.<!!!...that's what we call MONEY EATER~~

wokie..Uni being pathetic....Me MYSELF also Being Pathetic too....How great i did d Confession but Myself also need to be responsible....do nothing during whole period of holiday...study also up & down..huhuhu :'(  know how to complaint but self also doing irresponsible stuff...huhu

Okay done with this LONG STUPID Confession...**Take Note, this is self blaming, what ever my uni up to, anyway being a HUMAN Being we have to change & self-realize**

Gacha~~

When Was it??

wokie....

I woke up...okay not so early & pretty late...XD
I get up thought the hour would be the result coming out...unfortunately till now haven't out....
still display "You're not authorized to view it"... DAMN it >.<!!!
When!!! WHEN!!!????
huhu...

i don't aim High grade...because even i got a high grade i still that level.. :'(
But if i still got chance i hope i got high grade... ^.^

this topic will be continue............

Gacha~~

An extra

Yup something extra..from him~~.....I juz feel this picture is full of sadness...i wonder what kind of interview would be...
He really give me a sadness~~

Yesterday activities

Yup The end of Saturday...here comes my last holiday weekend the Sunday~~
I'm gonna MISS U MY HOLIDAY!!!!

yup i went to trim my hair..hopefully my hair manage to grow longer when comes to my graduation & 2014..
planning to have a bit wavy hairstyle...hehe ^v^

went out eat...stake a night nap...& then follow my dad watch 5 episode of old Leon Lai drama..XD...
YES finally manage to watch the last episode before i go back to my campus~~
we watch till 5am IN THE MORNING!!!...WOW~~but I LIKE IT...XD

I saw a scan leak magazine issue of Nakamaru~~translator translate the part of the magazine:
What KAT-TUN does when they are told by their girlfriend to hug them??They use teddy bear as example...not sure whether as them or as GF
Personally i like Back Hug...wokie...weeeeeeeeeee...Nakamaru really does a Back Hug~~XDhere's d pic(although u're not interested you can skip dis part of activities of mine.. ;) )
hehe d teddy bear quite cute~~


wokie...tats it


Gacha~~

End of New Friday & TOUGH YEAR

Goodbye New Friday
Yokoso, New Saturday~~

It's almost end of 1 week of Jan 2013..O.O!!
Very soon my Semester break going to end :( ...and my Last Year, Last Semester going to start soon.. :'(
And of course my exam result going to come out soon...huhu.. :(  going to heart attack soon...>.<
Hopefully my results went well...I don't aim A..yes of course I do..but due to answer skill is way hardly..
as long i do my best & all subjects PASS & graduate is fantastic wish & hope...

Talking about my Last Year, Last Semester is comin..my epic is my Final Year Project..been promise myself to do as much as i can during this semester break...unfortunately i been ｺﾞﾛｺﾞﾛ-ing(Goro goro-ing means slacking away according to fans translated)...now for 1 day...been wasted 3 weeks...
I'm quite happy that i founded my questionnaire but i haven't check which one is suitable...& i haven't done my Literature Review..I don't know whether i can manage to finish it on time as the deadline is on April totally forgotten which date..DAMN IT...& also i got 4 subjects & 1 of it is repeat sub
>.<!

What a TOUGH way to go...2013 is my TOUGH YEAR..& the list
1. TOUGH Last Semester
2. TOUGH After Graduate and AIMING for JOB
3. TOUGH house renovation & thinking where my family going to stay
4. TOUGH whether want to BUY a Camera
5. TOUGH planning for Hyphens Gathering especially Nakamaru & Ueda 30th Birthday
6. TOUGH planning for a Treasure My Life Album(this link why i want a camera)
7. TOUGH for MORE~~~!!!!

wokie...what i should do is Look at the Positive Way...Things will Manage to Done accordingly..Great...

That's it...

Gacha~~

The new me...huhu~~

Goodbye New Thursday~~
& Good Morning New Friday...

weeks ago or shall i put last year(or last month) 2012 Dec, the day after i come from my campus for my semester break..I had an eye check up. Yup Marketing~~....owner wants me to have a specs since my eye visual is increasing...but i understand my eye..Since after i started to study my degree & started to have my own laptop..my eye visual eventually started to blur especially when i night drive~~

So Yesterday i take my specs...here's d pic of my new specs^.^









previously i HATE being a めがね(Glasses or Specs) since i was small cause my relative they all are glasses...but YEA Y^.^Y because of Akamatsu-sensei I don't mind being a めがね..
For you all infomation Akamatsu-sensei is the main character & act by Nakamaru Yuichi(yes him again) in Omoni Naitemasu, 主に泣いてます。

wokie...thats for yesterday....

Gacha~~

A New Thursday

こんばんわ～～

A new Thursday~~...

Still early..i dunno what should i write...
Surrounding is full of Noisy Kids~~....
2 little kids who make a lot of noise, complaints, argument, sudden fighting...eventually made d adults shouting also..XD

wokie...better i continue on night...let the NEW Thursday gone then i write...
that's how blog works.. ;P

Gacha~~

January 2, 2013

Yokoso,

Starting today onward i try to treat blog as a blog..my really Key of Life...

Trying to insert song..unfortunately...DAMN hard..huhuhu...probably a lot of music player has been canceled or what ever..so now become not so easy~~...BUT at last i did...
Since my blog named as "Key of Life" ...yup i start with Nakamaru Yuichi solo song Key of Life..

I hope readers, hunters, seekers or stalkers can enjoy the playlist(mostly are Japanese song..)...^.^...thanks
My playlist might change depends my mood..If my mood is freaking lazy..den the playlist forever wouldn't change... ;)

I think is it...

Gacha~~

Etiology: MY BLOG

I don't POST, okay is write blog...okay i don't express my feeling on blog..cause people don't read my stuff..yea my stuff...which mostly are silly, nonsense, AND BULLSHIT LONG....~~~ =.="...that's why I named it as "Key of Life" yea not so "Key" but a "Key" on my "Life"...
XD...oops being a fool~~...
Actually is a song title named Key of Life which is solo song from a Japanese Boyband Kat-tun, Nakamaru Yuichi...THIS guy...REALLY INSPIRE me a lot(really??)...hermm~~...i can consider a YES 1st..cuz things would change..yea..such as my all previous silly anger post...read back..kind of "HAHA" to me...XD...the true is my sometimes read back what I've done and look the NOW to see any changes...but if to SAD i just ignore...forever and ever and after(it wouldn't forget forever)...okay being LONG again...

Back to the topic..yea...Nakamaru Yuichi.. this guy really does inspire me...even i start this blog also because of him..Y^.^"  what ever he did or says or answer...he seems a guy who have his own strong motivation and goals...kinda inspire, my BIGGEST IDOL, sorry to say that BIGGEST ADMIRE..YEAH!!!...so craze on him...(thats d reason y i ignore all Guys around me*take note* Guys should read this sentence, if u feel jealous..i would say to u...OH GOSH~)....thats why i start the named of my blog "Key of Life"....

That's it my etiology on my blog names...~~...^v^